history paper is over! yeah.. 1 down, more den 5 to go.. hahaha


omg. damn mad wif 1 qus.. the ans is coal & iron.. i go rite coal & tin.. GRAHH!!! hahahaha! sooo mad.


after the exams went out wif clara, sam, grace, pf and divina.. chat awhile.. den went hm..


oh yah.. todae woke up late. damn freaked out. tot it was 8 sth like tt.. hahahaha! lmao..


hav to study for literature. bye!


good day..

to that stupid guy who keeps disturbing my sister. stop it!
dun buay cool act cool lah. cant stand those chinese boys in class.
so fricking irratating.
esp those BCAC ppl.
yeah..


shine on
you were made to
shine on
and you know i love you
even if we can or can't be friends
i'll be with you till the very end so
shine on
you were made to

i've got a headache!!!


chiong history for 7 and a half hrd w/o stopping.. AHHHHH!!! T.T


sooo scared for tmr papers. cuz my hist owaes damn lan de lor.. wish me luck for tmr paper!!! after tt hav to chiong literature.. den express maths.. den science.. den maths.. den CME.. den orals.. AHHH!! orals!!!! shucks.. mrs terrance!! omg omg omg..


"And we have gone through good and bad times. But your unconditional love is always on my mind." quoted from his msn nick.. SHHHHHH!!! dun leak out.. LOL (: tt "her" must have left him a deep impression. yes yes. i'm lame.. seriously i am..


nw i know my laughter is horrible. yes indeed. after i laughed alone, the horrible sound echo back into my ears. it sounds terrible. i'm not gonna laugh like tt anymore.. LOL


i hate tt stinking bastard who keeps smsing my sis, calling my sis.. in the middle of the nite, 3 sth.. HELLO?!?! ppl needs to slp one hor. damn freaking hate him.. together wif his other frens hu claims tt my sis is "ah soon" stupid lah.. sooo irratating. stupid despos. "rolls eyes"


adios!


good day..

i'm struck wif runescape instead of maple nw..
i miss maple!!! (:

i'm still wondering.. did you tell ur class..??

stupid banana man.. dun wanna tell me anything.. shit lah.. LOL (:

yes.. i'm soo freaked out ant my eng nw..

cuz my eng paper 1, which is letter writing & compo, my letter writing sender's address, i wrote wrongly.. den my compo, the limit is till 300 or 350. i wrote until 491. asked ms lim, she reaction was.. o.O .. omg. shucks. soo afraid i fail my eng. if i failed, i mus pass my other sub. sooo worried bout my chi.. hope i pass..


omg. mrs terrance is taking e for oral! i'm the first to take!!! *pulls out hair*


tmr got to chiong for hist & literature. i failed hist almost everytime. AHHHHHH!! freaked out.. T.T


i'm not missing you no more. you dun care bout me no more..


good day..

its been 5 days since i last blogged. yeah..


guess hu's taking me for eng oral?? AHHHH!! its mrs terrance!! *screams* omg. i damn suay.. cuz 1-3 is another teacher. den index 4, which is me, 4-15 is terrance. ahhhh!! i'm the first one!!! *double screams* shucks.. i'm the first to take eng oral.. omg omg omg!!!


sooo mani things happened during this past 5 days. i'm so mad wif this person. not really nw..


during this particular 3 days, i did 17 and a half hrs of maths revision.. gosh! tts too much. my head is gona burst any moment nw..


i dun think i can blog for this weekends + the exams wk.


no more maple!! ahhh!!! *pulls out hair* no time to dl it.. shucks.


omg. hw did "banana man" got my num?? everytime i ask him, he wun reply. weirdo. mus be him.. he must have gave him my num T.T


gonna do revise sci and hist. mon is the hist paper.


i'm not mssing him no more. yes. i dun like him no more.. yeah whatever..


adios!


good day..

ahhh!! laggy computer!! shucks..
cya!
i msg him!!! =D


adios!


good day..


imc. (((:

i want to msg you, like those times on friday & saturday.

i want to see your face,
every morning when i walked past the stairs..

i want you to smile, be happy.

i typed, "i love you"
deciding whether to send it to you.
in the end, i just click on the red button.
closing it..


i love you..


fades away..

omg. my com just broke down. omg omg. have to use this laggy com.. so unlucky..


ytd msg him again from 2335 like tt to 0145 like tt.. can you imagine how happy i am?? seriously i am. he loves magic. (: hahahaha!! shhhh..


i hate maths now. its giving me a headache.. shucks shucks shucks.. maths sucks..


imagine i felt so upset when the com broke down. my 100 over pics inside jus disappeared.. esp my emotions. over 100 of dem.. disappear jus like tt. *cries* AND!!! my fotos stored inside the com!!! OMG.. sickening.. the hp ppl coming over on tues. omg. get it repaired quickly!!! kns lah.. all becuz of my dad.. go meddle here, meddle there. omg omg omg.. *sob*


have to re-download maple & gb.. oh ya. i dun play gb anymore.. hahaha.. maple dl sooo long. haiz.. no choice.. becuz of my dad.. shucks..


i'm so scared tt i'm gonna retain. seriously.. i just wanna pass my eng, chi, hist and express maths.. pass pass pass..


i wanted to love you. but do i have the rights to do so?? how can i gain the chance?? i want to love you. i want to miss you. i wanna know everything..


adios!


good day..


imc. (((:

i hate maths.. seriously i do.
i wanna study on my own, i wanna be independent.
dad, pls.. i wanna study maths on my own,
and other subjects..
pls..
i beg you..

CRAZY- SIMPLE PLAN

Tell me what's wrong with society
When everywhere I look I see
Young girls dying to be on TV
Won't stop till they've reached their dreams

Diet pills, surgery
Photo shop pictures in magazines
Telling them how they should be
It doesn't make sense to me

Is everybody going crazy
Is anybody gonna save me
Can anybody tell me what's going on
Tell me what's going on
If you open your eyes
You'll see that something is wrong

I guess things aren't how they used to be
There's no more normal families
Parents act like enemies
Making kids feel like it's World War 3

No one cares, no one's there
I guess we're all just too damn busy
And money's our first priority
It doesn't make sense to me

Is everybody going crazy
Is anybody gonna save me
Can anybody tell me what's going on
Tell me what's going on
If you open your eyes
You'll see that something is wrong

Is everybody going crazy
Is everybody going crazy

Tell me what's wrong with society
When everywhere I look I see
Rich guys driving big SUV's
When kids are starving in the streets

No one cares
No one likes to share

eng compo, wrote abt my missing handfone.. ya.. letter writing format, got a mistake.. shit..


omg.. at 0000, i was msging him!!! omg. till 0045.. omg. i know when is his birthday!!! lmao.. LOL


chi exam tt time, we had to change place. looked to my right, omg. sam is beside me!!! LOL. den doing doing.. gt a indian teacher came.. she starting talking.


dunno y, i started laughing.. real loud. actually i stopped laughing. heard samantha's breathing.. makes me laughing.. more LOUD! omg. tt indian teacher looks pissed. everyone was laughing.. hahahahaha!!!


i started to like you. not because of your looks. i like you for who you are. seriously i do. i miss you so much. i would die to see you..


adios!


good day..


imc. (((:

tmr is the first paper le..
tmr is my dad's birthday..


shucks.. exams fever. i'm getting butterflies in my stomach. cuz, once i failed eng, have to pass every other sub. shucks..


failed my chi test badly.. gt less den 20 over 30.. most ppl won me. even my sis.. so scared my chi cant make it thru the EOYE.. haiz.. )=


saw him.. durin recess time. din noe clara & my sis chose the table, which was directly infront of dem.. omg. omg.. i'm oso facing dem lor.. changed place wif sam.. lolx. den, heard my name being called. was it an illusion? maybe..


had a maths test.. again.. seriously, i do not even know how to do a prob wif polygon.. shit.. stupid me..


adios!


good day..


imc. (((:

2 more days to the first paper.
2 more days to my dad's birthday. (:


having headaches this few days.. shit. so sickening..


sci lessons, slept thru the whole class, lydiana helped me to do corrections. thnks lydia! =D


lit sucks lit sucks lit sucks lit sucks lit sucks lit sucks.. lit sucks big time. saharah is boring! T.T but i laughed everytime when its time for her lessons..


no music today.. music room being used for examinations.. shucks. really wanted to finish up watching tt violin show.. went to lib. poor divina, tt stupid librarian, say tt the table isnt big enuff for the 7 of us.. nonsense. still can even fit for 2 or 3 more person. spite her. esp 1 table. hate it.. stupid shit's table.. hp stealer.


hate 2/7 boys. seriously i do. noisy like hell.. shit..


i'm begining to wonder, am i just being silly? i'm still waiting.. waiting.. waiting for you.

took this foto from shih han.. this foto is so hilarious! =D

adios!


good day..


imc. (((:

3 more days to the first paper..


the first paper is nearing le.. getting freaked out.


got back maths class test paper. first got 22/30.. den saw 1 mistake.. shout for mr yip.. in the end got 24/30.. yays!! xD


no express maths today.. yays! mr kerk went for re-service.. hahahahaha! wondering if he shaved his head. i would love to see it. (:


after sch went out wif sam, sharon, clara, pf and my sis. sat on the floor.. saw 1 really adorable baby.. all of us waved for her.. i think is a girl.. she kept looking at sam.. sam declares that the baby loves her. T.T .. hahaha.. okay..


after tt.. a man riding a bicycle rode past us.. he kept staring.. esp at sam's skirt there.. OMG.. bian tai!! haha.. den he somemore park his bicycle.. all of us were sooo freaked out that we ran and ran.. i looked back.. he was watching us.. EEEEEEE.. bian tai bian tai!!! LOL


went to the toilet after tt.. i was re-tying my hair.. sooo messy.. okay.


den a girl came out from a cubicle.. and she say, "is there someone in your class name joyce??" i was shocked.. den clara point to me.. and told her i was joyce.. she sae ohh.. i kept looking at her. wondering how she know my name.. den i told her.. "how you know my name is joyce??" she kept smiling and said, "ohh!! nth nth.." seriously.. i dont know her.. how she know my name?? goodness..


i miss him so much.. seeing those places he once stepped. i had flashbacks. i rmbed lots of things.. i miss you..


adios!


good day..


imc. (((:

looking back at those times.
i had a chuckle
once or twice.

i miss those times.. (:

sickening headache.
sickening life.
sickening exams.
grrr..
sickening words.
sickening bitches.
sickening bastards.
sickening love for maple.
shucks.

omg..
the pain in my head is still hurting me..

i think its a brain tumor..
hurts real bad.
like a screwdriver screwing thru you..
omg.
can you imagine the pain i'm suffering?!

shucks..

6 more days to the first paper..


i had a dreadful headache. omg. hurts alot. ):


p.e tt time. cant stop laughing.. even during running. my stomach wanna burst liao. hahahaha.. played soccer. T.T


had a maths test todae.. shucks. first qus wrong le.. during e test, i was whispering , "lydiana! lydiana! last qus B!!! i dunno hw to do!" omg. okay.. managed to do it correctly anyway.. hehehe.


having a sci remedial tmr.. bored.


sickening, hav to spend this whole fucking weekends doing some stupid preparation for tt stressing EOYE.. i wanna study myself father!!! i wan to learn things from myself. i wan to learn to be independent. i can and i will learn to be one.


whats the matter with me?? whats all the foul mood for?!?!


btw..

HAPPY BIRTHDAY JOELLE!!! =D


i really do miss you loads. but you did not seem to feel the same way. i'm not disappointed or anything.. i miss you..


imc. (((: